Know Thy Enemy

What a phrase!
  Worthy of praise…
    Tell it to my face!
      How it’s hard to do in my case…

I have always been a hard person to get along. Even when every fraction of a second is spent alongside me. Each passing minute is a battle to defeat my other selves. Every maneuver thwarted.. Every effort rendered useless… This is not a battle that I can easily win. This might not be a war in which victory is an option! But even then, sometimes me proved to be my most stalwart ally. And in the end, I hope I can understand… Thank you self….

Jakarta,
June 18th, 2005

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